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Assalamualaikum semua ..
maaf la lately ni mood qra tak menentu ..
semua mcm kacau bilau jew ..
mungkin sbb hati tak tenangkan .. ? ?
qra xtw mcm mne nak luahkn rse hati yg kcwe ..ppl who read blh bg pndpat dn kutukan jew tp xblh nak fhamkan ??

qra menghitung hari .. hari ni hari ke3 , mia ..
hrmmm .. xreply satu mcj qra pn .. we didnt meet n we didnt call..
we didnt chat n we didnt mcj ..
ape slh qra lg ?? :(
slah qra lg ker ??
besr sgt ke slh qra smpai die tggalkan qra terumbang ambing pkirkan die ..
mane pergi kate jnji die utk bhgiekan qra n temankan qra..
semuanya hilg ..

qra try mcj n keep mcj .. tapi ..
hrmmmm .. qra juz nk tw slh qra jew ,
qra xwt pape pn .. setia pde yg satu ..

qra xpnah lrg die buat ape2 pn yg die nk ..
qra diamkn dri ble qra dgr crte mcm2 tntg die ..
qra sbarkan hati ble qra tw knpe die xrply mcj ..
qra kuatkn smngat lg ble qra tw mcm2 .. smuenye bertentangan dari sngkaan qra ..
that one dayz is da bezz ble dah baik dgn die smle ..kte mcj , kte ckp psl mcm2 ..
he make me laugh , he make me smile ..
happiness come to me tp sekjap sgt .. then i lostt him

mne pergi mia ?
qra sbrkan hati lg ,terluke ?? ckup terluke ..
tp ini tmpoh perkenalan kn .. mcm2 blh jd tp knpe jd lg ??
KENAPA ??

qra xslhkn tkdir klo ini mmg tkdir qra ..
mgkn ini DIA nk bg petunjuk .. atau mmg nak uji sejauh mana kekuatn hbngn ni .
sakit ya allah , sakit..
sakit yg org xnmpk , skt kt dlmmm sgt ..
skt yg sush nk baik , skt ya allah skt ..

qra snyum dgn smue .qra ceriekn hati yg duka ..
qra bg snyumn qra pde smue .. qra buat org bhgie n gembre ble dgn qra ..
tapi knpe qra xdpt gembre 2 ??

im asking u guyz .. susah ke nak reply mcj awek sndri ??
susah ke nk angkt call awek sndri ??
susah ke nk bgtw sndri yg mmg baik smle ni hnye utk mmpermainkn perasaan org ??
susah ke nk bgtw yg qra sdah xdiperlukn lg ??
org blh pndg ,org blh dgr tp org xblh rse ..
ble qra perlukn seseorg utk bg smngt , fhm hati qra.tlong crikkn jln selesai ..
knpe xd ?? kalau ad pn ,seorg dua je..
knpe ??
knpe kish hidup qra mkin lme makin pilu ?
makin kcwe ..
sungguh , qra terluka .
kenapa org xfhm ble qra ckp qra terluka ??
sbb qra xpnah tnjuk qra kcwe kan ??

im asking again , kenapa mia buat mcm ni ?
dgrla rintihan hati qra , qra terluka dgn die ..
dgrla rntihan hati ni ,qra dah xblh than lg ..
dgr n dgrlah lg ...

i juz wnt him tp knpe he do like ths to me?
sbb kami mmg xsesuai bersme ??
totally , i miss him ... sgt2 ..
dah semggu xjmpe ,
jmpe mgu lpas pn terpndg sekilz muke die ..
3hari xmcj ?

brpe lame lg die nak qra tggu ??
smpai nywa tercbut dri bdn ??
plzz .. i need smeone who cn alwys thre beside me .
org kte 'qra hati lmbut sgt , tp ble qra kerap terkne .. padah bruknya kan '
sbb qra xpnah btol2 luahkn ape yg qra ase ..

aten pnah tnye qra ..
 'aq nak tanye ko ?? imran tw tk name pnuh ko qra ? kalau aq syg org tu , name die je aq dah tw '

qra tergamam sekejp , qra trse dgn soaln tu sbb ,
mia xpnah tw nme pnoh qra .. apath lagi utk sygkan orgnye kn ??
:'(


plzz anyone ,tel him ..
someone is waitng 4 him ..
thts is me ..

thnkz 4 reading ,
lovefaith_aLeeQyra